Wednesday, March 31, 2010

The Last Vote of Thanks which I didn't gave..!

You never miss a thing or person unless you didn't loose it....
Same happened to me....:(

Life is hard..as all says.....but only a moment can change your world...

Live your Present guys...you may never know what future planned for you.
I never missed my Dad....the reason is simple...coz i had his support at my each and every step whether good or bad...but its only now....Its only now I realised that what this world are.....

Never thought that just a moment will change my future so much that even the bestest GOD can't change it...
My Dreams, My Aspirations, My thoughts.....all are broken...

Guys..my name is Gaurav RAJEEV Chouhan...
My father's name was Mr. Rajeev Chouhan...
he was the bestest dad anyone can ever get....Yes best one...a one who never forced me to study, a one who not only provided what i asked..but provided more then what i asked....

I asked of a watch, I got the best one...
I asked of a Bike, I GOT the best one...
Many things are there and its hard to list all of them....
Even though my father didn't liked my choice..he never negotiated with me...

He knew i wasted time sitting one PC and Mobiles for hours...even till 12 or more at night...but he never told anything...

He told me once...:- "Just study a bit Boy....Aaj to Apache par ghum raha he..kal BMW me ghumega...!!!"

Just memories....just memories are left....at last......
Dad if you are listening...tell me one thing...that whats the need of it.....if you are not here to see it...???I don't need anything....but You..!

:(

Its hard to accept the truth but at last...you need to do it...even if you don't wish to...
As my blog said....THAT's my world........no one worried about it but me...

Today's date is 31st of March....Financial Year closes today....same had happened there in my father's shop.....This is the day 6 from the incident that changed me, my family, my life and my dreams...

At last just wished to say that
"Appreciate it..!! Appreciate everything you got...and everyone who made you have that....."
My New Teacher(a nun) also tell the same thing.....she added then one should not wait for tomorrow...cause no one saw it...! Thank all of the things you got....appreciate your dad for his efforts, you mum , your brother or sister.....they will surely like it...

Only tears show the pity i feel cause i never thanked my Father for his efforts.....a Thank you not like other thanks but something which would.........i m trying to type out....but it is said some feelings can never ever be explained with words...thats why FEEL IT if you can...I beg you if you ever got to this blog... accidentally also....just think for a second....you are reading this....are your parents also enjoying or working at their offices and shops just to provide the best to you...??

This is a small 16 year teen who just get to know what are his responsibilities towards everyone is telling you all that how it feels to loose your father...how it feels when your house will be always be unoccupied..

Apologies for weak English use..but yes it was not my mother tongue...nor did my father spoke it as a mother tongue.

Thank You,
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3 comments:

  1. bro i really really feel bad 4 u, i never met him but i can imagine he must b a man of greatness and kindness.and he must b very very proud on u.I can imagine his nature lookin upon u.U r one of my greatest frnds....bro i feel bad 4 u...Srry bro...and plz plz dont change yo self maan..jst b wat u r and make yo dad proud..and this is nt yo last thanks 2 him, u can talk 2 him b4 sleeping.and if yo word is true he will come in yo dream and talk 2 u and show d right path.......i feel sorry bro......

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  2. hey gaurav I tink I understand u more den nybodyLife is made up of some happy moments and some sad ones. Neither can one have a life that has only joyous moments, nor is it possible for you to have only grief in your life. Just like two sides of a coin, life also presents us with two sentiments - happiness and sorrow. It is how much are we able to revel in happiness and how quickly we get over the sorrow that decides how we live the moments in our life. While some people suffer from distress silently as u do, nd sum pen it down in words, thus trying to ease the pain a little

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  3. My deep condolences with u buddy....

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